Day 51

I went out with the Girls last night. We had diner, then went to the pub afterward for drinks. I laughed. I had fun. But at the same time I felt almost guilty for having fun. It was nearly midnight here and I knew that a new day was dawning for you. I know you want me to have fun, to smile and to laugh. But it's hard to while knowing that your in the middle of conflict.

If you heard me say that, you would tell me that I'm silly. This I know. And I also know your right.

Which is a very hard thing for me to admit by the way.