Day 110

Today was one of those days I wanted nothing more than to sit down and just cry.

I could not imagine having to go thru this with kids. I madly respect the ones that do it - I know it can't be easy. One of our fur kids is sick. And I am so lost as to what to do.

Do I keep trying to get Harley better, continue the weekly vet visits which we really can't afford?

Or do I put him to sleep?

It's not a decision I really want to make on my own. But I'm afraid its one I'm going to have to.

He was my going away gift from you though so I want to do everything to save him..... silly I know, but I feel if I loose him it's kinda like I'm loosing a piece of you.