Day 103

Its been awhile since I've posted here. Just not really sure how to handle all the different emotions that go along with deployment therefor I really don't know how to write about them.

There are high moments - such as when I get a phone call or a letter.

Then there are the low moments - after the initial high from a call has past and longing has set in. Or the normal everyday events that Marine misses out on that I so wish he could be here to experience with me.

Also I'm afraid to admit that some of the stuff I had read before deployment was right. After the first few months it does kinda get easier. You learn to adjust to life without the other person. You get set into a routine. I still miss Marine like crazy but I've learned to handle things on my own for the time being.

I'm still just ready for him to come home though. And pray continuously for his safety as well as the safety of the others.